“I fought for every second”

Leo Brody admitted to the “hysteria” he threw in the pods after Hannah Giles ended things with him: “I got dumped,” he admitted at the Season 7 reunion.

Warning: This post contains spoilers from Love is blind season 7 reunion.

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During the season seven reunion on October 30, Leo spoke about his time on the show and the “hysteria” he threw after Hannah Giles threw it into capsules.

About how he impaled Hannah and his now ex-fiancee Brittany Wisniewski In the pods, Leo apologized to both women and admitted that he was trying to grow up from this point on.

“You can see how disappointed I was with this decision,” he said, before trying to reason with a strange analogy to ordering dinner at a restaurant. “I was fighting for every second of time… I was so caught up in my decision that I didn’t realize how it would affect people.”

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“I’m someone who likes to be in control,” he added. “And I try to work on being mindful of other people.”

Speaking directly to Hannah, Leo told her: “The way I behaved towards you… how much shame I have, how hysterical I am… how delusional I was, calling our breakup mutual, I was dumped.”

“Hell would be locked in a dark room and forced to watch that scene over and over again,” he continued. “I’m really, really sorry, you don’t deserve this.”

Leo also apologized to Brittany, saying that his “inability to make a decision has left you at a dead end.”

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Later in the conversation, Brittany and Leo talked about their awkward reveal, with Brittany joking that she “hoped (their reveal) would never be shown” because of “how awkward it was.”

She also admitted that she wasn’t shocked when the cameras stopped following them. “I really knew we were the weakest link,” she said. “I never told him I loved him.”

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As fans know, after Leo and Brittany got engaged and their awkward reveal, producers said they stopped following the couple. They then went to Miami to relax and broke up soon after.

“The holidays really are a turning point in a relationship, and we didn’t pass that test,” Brittany said, noting that she and Leo became really good friends after the breakup. “When traveling together, there are some quirks that you realize you’re not compatible with, either long-term or romantically.”

“We realized we were better off as friends,” Leo said. “We talk on the phone for about an hour a day.”

As for life after the show, Brittany said she is currently dating someone else but prefers to keep the relationship private, while Leo confirmed that he is currently single.

Of course, Leo also couldn’t help but talk about how he was roasted for talks about money and his job as an art dealer on the show.

He told the group he regretted it, saying: “I think I went a little overboard with the money talk. didn’t realize it until I watched it again… if I could do it over again, I wouldn’t bother with it so much.”

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Love is blind Season seven is now streaming in its entirety on Netflix.